HAPPY ENDING~

it's 31th! OF 2010!
i love this year
but i know.next year will be even better
wow.i love my ending for this year and my beginning for next year
so packed and wonderful
i love you 2010.thank you so much for everything

don't be jealous.i'm going to love you too 2011
so you better be good ya
don't be naughty and make me all sad ok? ^^

happeyyyyyy~ :D
i'm so ready :P

when 4 girls meet

oh my goodness
what can i say
when Ting Suelyn .Juliana Lee Mei Yen.Serena Yeong Shin.Amanda Kok Wei Mien
are together
it will be super epic

after steamboat with.lots of fu chok
10 tubs of ice-creams
i'm saying TEN tubs of ice-creams
are we nuts or what
we ordered all the flavours they have
i asked the worker : we ordered every flavour d right?
oh epic shit
sugar rush
we're all.tipsy? but had 0% alcohol -____-
laughed like crazy while feasting on ice-creams= asthma :P
the attacks was bad .but it was seriously fun and crazy
oh ya we sang out loud "WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS~ MY FRIEND...."
like .just right there when there's other customers...
results from sugar rush. -_-
then we did some epic phone calls
like.epic.shit.

wow today was really
awesome
get to spend the end of 2010 and beginning of 2011 with all my love ones
what's better than that!
:D

hehe

yesterday was fun~

photoshooting . hohohoho

and it was TIRING~~

with the heels @_@

hurts!

well today will go bangsar to shoP

muahahahahhahahaa.

baju-baju.kasut-kasut.

here i come ~ :D

eyes went shopping

my eyes shopped a lot -__-

look at the bags @_@

28th

purposely picked today to go for badminton and movie and stuffs
cause taking results tomorrow
however i forgot.
you can check your results a day before through internet -_-
all over my facebook - all about results

and i still haven't check yet
thought i've been opening that page since.6.45p.m.?
with just 1 click and i'll know everything
but.aiyo
..should i check now? ... hmm.let's wait till it's12 :D

and recently i've been sleeping at.4.then 5.then maintain at 6. -_-
kenapa?
well.thanks to you korean dramas. kamsahamida ~:D
slept 4 hours today.and i got heavy eye bags!!!!
like seriously.heavy.eyebags :D
hahaha.reminded me something
i can't believe i fooled lyn
by telling her the reason i slept at 4 today
its because i've been drawing figures
portraits of the whole class.
i can't believe she fell for that la
she said it's possible cause i'm hardworking
O_O..hardworking?! me?! omg -______-

opps.it's already 12
..checked my results
it's.out of my expectation.
i had this look - O_O
well.it's over

MAJOR!

HERE I COME!!!

don't give me too many assignments please..TT

:D imma getting old~ hahaha

I LOVE YOU AD~

hehe.

results.

it's out
but i'm not checking it
though i'm opening that site
just 1 more click and i can know all my results.
but. not now ...
:<

indulgence.

drinking the hot choc

listening to k-pop songs

hugging my pillow

enjoying the sheer boredom :D

neun.chong mal.haeng bok. <3

sem break

sem break coming to an end

ah~~~~~~~~~

it's the last week

ah~~~~~~~~~

i still enjoy doing nothing and listen to wonderful musics

well.k-pops

ah~

nice :D~

i'm back into koreans

aH~~~~~~~~~~

damn the drama 'He's Beautiful/You're Beautiful'

it's.nice la~! :D

hahaha.i'm not sure whether it's the drama

or that guy in that drama

LOL!

JUNG YONG HWA.

how come you look so attractive

your charisma

ah *dies :P

hahahahahaha.

shit .i fa hiao -__-

my mum just told me that my dad don't let me go to genting

cause too many bus accidents recently

thanks a lot to those stupid reckless bus drivers

but then my dad just came in and told me that he'll send me.back and forth

:D aiyo.why my papa love me so much. @_@

..

stop asking why am i home~
i know it's quite unbelievable
i can't believe it myself too.
but yes i really have no plans on Christmas
not at all
eve too
ok ok i know it's sad
and shit my kakak just say me kesian
-_______-

jingle bell rocks..... :/

oh siew mai

ah siew mai.
i didnt know tomorrow's christmas
i was shock to know that today's eve
:[
lonely christmas la
a lonely christmas...
seriously
no one asked me out >_<
everyone's busy with their own plans
camp.vacation.couples.family.
dude.single here.parents working here!
.. whatever ..

pek cek day

today

is one pek cek day

not only for me.but also my cousin

MALUNYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-___________- pek cek.

we did bought quite some accessories .

but that doesn't change anything

cause our day is still.

pek cek

WHY SO PEK CEK!?

well.

its so pek cek that my <3>

:D pek cek enough.

now i still need bajussssss.and kasut. :D

what's better than a smile

nothing much to tell neh.

kok wei mien's in a 'sleep' mode.

:)

O_O!

second week already! @_@

no~~~ hahaha

it's ok.the coming sem will be my first majoring sem

KOK WEI MIEN~

congratulations

you're another step forward to your dream :D

2nd year 1st sem -- short sem.

1 month of college.then about 1 week of cny holiday?

then continue 3 weeks

.then SEVEN week of sem break??

muahahahaha. :D

is it because of sem break?

i.don't want to care about anything

i'm suppose to rest ok ! :P

i'm bad yes i know

haha.

i just want to be happy

which i already am :D

to all who sayang me.

keep me happy k? :)

will be much appreaciated <3

:D

hehe.

its like i'm in a real sweet relationship

hahahahahaha.

ok i sot jor.

i feel so happy suddenly.

don't know why

nothing happened

maybe i'm happy

cause i'm super free ?

really enjoy this feeling.

feel no burden at all

no worries.NOTHING

hehe

chatting with my cousin

which i enjoy it a lot

we used to be REALLY REALLY close.and sampat

then things happened.

i'm glad we're back to how we used to be ^^

love you la stupid! :D

hehehe.i fat hao-ing

hahahahahaha

-___-

missed and miss

i miss it.

yeah i do

i never regret about it

i'm glad i did

4 years.was worth it :)

how i wish.a chat now.

face to face

how much i wish ...

'how are you doing ?'

great i guess...

was i ever something?

i just hope for a chat.

people say look forward

but i miss what's backward.

there's things i didnt do

and i wish i can do it

i missed it.i miss it

pek cek.
why still pergi tengok kok wei mien
sigh.
anyhow.you're not the one
so get over it kok wei mien!
:)

the PARTAY

th PARTAY WAS GREAT~~~

lol.a bit like clubbing?

and the whiskey was. x_x

had a massive headache

shouldn't drink much next time.one shot somemore -_-

and everyone's GREAT

oh i miss it.

and i miss you peeps too~~

damn it was great :D

but i was sober in the end ~~~ hahaha.

wait.i was sober throughout the party

but towards d end.my brain's clear!

like i've take no alcohol

hehehe.thanks to the cheese sausage XD

eventually reached home about 2.

was later than i planned

and i was so worried that i'm busted

thank goodness i'm not

cause.

we didnt know what made brian reverse that fast

and crashed into people's house's front'yard'

and so forth ......

luckily my parent's ok with it cause i kept sms-ing them

XD

and i've learnt a lesson.
KEEP THINGS TO YOURSELF
even more.
sigh.
what i did.what i said...
:/

-_______-;;;;;;

why ar
why like this
i already told you all not to
so why give me all these now
cant everyone of us just stay happy
why must things be like this

I DON'T LIKE

so just stop everything

STOP STOP STOP

i'm not good.aint the right one.

i sucks till the max

i'm a Bit.h

so just stop and go for the better !!

what i hope for is just to see smile on everyone's face
is it that hard..
:/
i'm sucky.i'm not worth it k...

adoption

i.feel like sponsoring a child
through world vision.the rm50 per month thing
i wanted to adopt 1 since.quite long ago d.but i was still young
i mean.not even 18
and now .world vision has this ads all over again
makes me feel like sponsoring again

i just want to help someone
especially just a child you know
i watched the clip on the World Vision web just now and damn
i feel sad

but am i too young?
i mean.50 bucks per month wouldn't be enough.
what if they need extra edu or in need.
maybe i should wait until i am capable to sponsor 1 myself first?
cause i don't want to use any money from my parent for this.

well.yes maybe i'm too young.so
i shall delay this plan .again ><

GRIN!

i'm sho happy~
just woke up hahah.well.at 1 pm
then lied on my LOVELY COMFY bed.
playing around with my phone.its like.at last i get to. :D
then online.just hang around
no more worries about assignments~ hahha.going to throw the word 'assignments' away
seriously still so happy about it.
the past week was god damn helly shitty whatever holy crappy. XD
i managed to lose weight though.hahaha!
i miss eating.food.proper meal.of FOOD. :D kawans.bring me out makan!!!!!

and now.i feel like travelling
i want to go kampung.those fish village will be good?
i want to take pictures
i want to meet pure innocent naive people
i just want to get away from the city. :)
with a few friends.that would be GREAT la... anyone??

haha.i think i'm really sick of the city.want to .go to somewhere peaceful so badly ><
and relax.no need to think.back to the original :D

haha.then..shopping? hahaha need some new look for the next sem right.
OH AND CHRISTMASS!!!!
eventhough we have a big sunway pyramid beside our college
but was seriously too busy to go there la.and i know everywhere's SALE NOW
omg.mummy~~~~~ :DDDDDD

hahaha.ok i seriously don't care.
must start planning a 'run-away-from-the-stupid-city life trip. XD

kokweimien~!!!! why you so happy geh~!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

at.LAST

omg. seriously
i'm super duper happy today
its like.
hahaa.i feel so happy that i feel like i can fly when i walk.
imagine that
i think only a toa can understand that sheer joy and relief
after all that
omg
sem break!

from that moment
when i finished binding my CG journal
i was like
*paused for a while
then omg in a really calm way
i've completed EVERYTHING
NO MORE..NO .MORE
TT rather.touching.hahahha

for the past few days.was so busy
i barely eat a proper meal
and i 'm saying about 1 day 1 meal=bread/porridge .and low amount of water
don't even have the time to da bao TT
and when things are not done yet
you just don't feel like stopping
its me

not sure whether is it cause of that
i didnt eat much today
well.i only bought mountain dew .and had some french fries.
and 2 tuna bread for breakfast
that's all
-___- cause i dont feel hungry after i skipped lunch
well.was hungry at first.but later on.no more. :P
its really bad

THAT IS WHY
during sem break
i'm going to
yes.the first thing is always .SLEEP
cause sleeping's the most important!
i gave my sleepness night to design again. -_____-

then! cut my hair.dye my hair.
hahahhahaha.nothing to do with health.BUT
everyone needs a new look right~
hahaha.this extreme daily routine's making me look wan and sallow
its so bad.so~ sleep is still the first .XD

then i need to exercise!!!
YES!
to neutral it a bit.i need to sweat !
badminton or whatever.
here.i.come!
but last sem we said we want to play football basketball and badminton too
in the end we played no balls. XDDD
well.i'm surely going to exercise this sem break

then.yea.too tired to type it out d.
hahaha.its already 2 plus in the morning.
so i shall start my sem break plans d

first thing --- SLEEP~~~~~ muahahahahahahahaha.will continue this tomorrow
have so much to talk about :D

nights~ :D
*yes i'm super duper happy completing everything on time ^^

last

why am i here?

i'm mentally tired
but i still can tahan
i guess
i thought i can finish my CG today
eventually
something's wrong with photoshop
i can do nothing

i'm mentally tired
i cannot continue with my ..*trying to be calm projects and assignments
i guess is another sleep-less week
i'm fine

Drawing last assignments.well.don't know how long i'm gonna spend on that
CG project + journal + presentation which i'm gonna just.talk crap
Letterform stop-motion movie + what the hell research folder
Design 101 design which i still have around 30++++? + paper sculpture which seriously need to start on it + the seriously-no-idea maximilism which i hope i can reach what i want to

i'm so glad that there's no figures
i think i should manage my time wisely and spend more time on the important ones
paper sculpture.please don't kill my time

am i stress?
i think i'm not
i cried like hell in the first sem for i have no idea how many times
due to all the stupid stress
but i haven't cried once in sem 2
well.i don't think i did.did i?
i should be immune to it d i guess

however i was shock
that jul cried
eh.i'm the one who should be crying la~
love you la girl
you're better than me :)

or am i just.
buryind my head in the sand

or just consoling myself
worse come to worst.
nescafe and food and grow fat :D
TOAs.you know what i mean :P
yeah.its not that terrible after all~ ^^

oh.my dad bought me an iPhone4~~~
hehehe.one thing i don't like about him
sayang me too much d
makes me feel bad
dslr and now this.sooner or later i'll need a Macbook somemore
omgosh
but still
it's a cool phone with cool apps! :D

i feel so spoilt
but compare to those UPSR students
who's age -12!
who can get iPad iPhone and freaking expensive stuffs or bloody lots of cash *for a 12yr old that is
for like.what.5A's?
i'm wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy betterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

come on! i got 7As and i got nothing as a reward!
and i'm ok with that!
cause you study for your own good!

what kind of crappy motivation those parents think it is la.
i only got a lao beh phone when i was about form 2
and i'm fine with that! cause the usage of a phone is to get contact with others!
*looks who's talking .hahaha.iPhone 4.but hey.my dad bought it then only he tells me k :D
i have no single clue that he booked long time ago

spoilt la kids nowadays
parents out there
they're only 12! or soon 13! what's with all the isss
spoilt!!

haha.i heard all these through radio long time ago.
on the same day the results released
and i was doing my assignments that time
i was like
what~~~!
upsr compare with what i'm doing *figures i think :P
COME ON.go away la. XDDD

hahaha.
i started this post with seriousness and i ended up with bullshits
:D!
i'm suppose to sleep wei!
oh yes shit.i'm suppose to dive into the library last week
shiat~
=_=

non stop

WOW! i'm blogging!
XD seriously.today's so packed with group projects!

woke up at 8.reached theone at 9 to meet up with others
went to jul's house.
designed the final costume design
then splited into 2 groups :
pyramid for corset/subang parade for fabrics

i went to subang parade with manj nadine hari and it was great
had our lunch there-the 'best food in the universe' *by hari --mcdonald
XD my first day of 'buka puasa' haha
i can actually BITE AND CHEW AND SWALLOW
muahahahhaha.yesh.it still hurts
but who cares cause as long i can eat something other than PORRIDGE right~ ^^
this morning i was thinking.how come with one week of PORRIDGE ONLY
i didnt lose any weight

then when i went downstairs
my kakak showed me an 'omg' look
she said i'm getting thinner and thinner.its so scary
i was SO HAPPY~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
but after i ate mcdonald
i feel...fats coming back... oh well
control! XD

and wow seriously since morning i've been non stop working until now
yea.still doing my research.though i'm blogging.

my grandma just asked : what time are you going to sleep???
she made it sounds like its 2 a.m. when its only 11p.m -____-
i told her : c'mon its so early!its like.11!
then she laughed .

i still remember 11 was consider late for me when i was in high school
those were the days.. :D

right after we did the costume
me and jul continued our stop-motion film
then dinner
then went to michael's house to do our LCS

:D non stop wei.whart ther helle *indian slang XD
but i'm not tired.oh well.continue my research.
everything will be great after wed :D
i know it will XD

loves .bye

soul

my mum just suggested me to change course
she meant it

alah.seeing her own pig daughter
who thinks sleeping's everything
actually set alarms to wake up early for every weekend
just for assignments
its very unexpected
its rather suprising for myself too
well.its just .passion maybe? trying to reach my goal here

remember me jul and serena was at kfc that day
talking bout seniors quiting toa
i said i don't get it.
they've gone through so much already.and they're almost there
why quit on the verge of completing everything

but i think i can understand now
i cannot guarantee anything now
but i will try my best to strive for the better :)

sometimes i wonder.why can't i rush everything on weekdays
and enjoy my weekend.
i can't really do anything now
with all the lacking of materials

assignments :
CG finals
-lost my pendrive .i didnt save it in my com and its almost done.fml enough?

Drawing
- yea.colours all dried up and formed colour stones .need to get new ones and do it tomorrow.i still did it though.for i have no idea why

History
-coming out with final design and going to get the materials tomorrow *hopefully

Letterform
-did my part of the crops.tomorrow morning need to do test shots~

LCS
-oh yea. the due's on Wed.and we still haven't pick a place yet. holy.but it will be done soon and it will be great! YEAH! yea... :D trying to stay positive here people.POSITIVE~ XD

Design
-maximilism research and most probably sketches. 101 design: got stuck at the 50+++th .paper sculpture : did some testing.going to get the materials maybe on mon

Figures
-yea.figures...as usual .2 portraits.6 nudes.which i have to more good ref .and i have no idea i cant access to the nudes in deviantart.oh man.tell me why~ i'm 18! :D going to ask a friend to save it for me later

so yea.what can i do?! .design..
reminds me of a miley cyrus song

"when i look at you" :

everybody needs INSPIRATION~~ (yea i really do.a lot)

everybody needs a soul~~~ ( haha.i need a break for my soul)

i'm fine ..

:D

despite saying how much i enjoy being single
but still
when i was told that one of my friend has couple
i was.feeling.so envious

why is it so hard to be in a situation.where
both fall in love together
why...
be together because you love him/her
but nothing else
this aint something easy to get

haha.but you know what
CINCAI LA
hahahhahhaahha.sorry.
mien sot liao
single's fine :D

e

i don't understand why
i can be so cold and unfriendly when i'm emo
i don't get it

i can just ignore everyone's feeling. *well not completely
but i'll just don't care
it's quite scary that i somehow can be like that
i don't know why
am i stroppy?
no i'm not
it is because of assignments?
i don't know
cannot be cause of friends right.
i really don't know

but for now.i really just don't feel like doing anything else.
but to sleep

i'm sorry if i treated anyone of you in a really cold manner
or i don't give a damn attitude

bye.nights

17.98 yrs old

我哭了
haha.yes i did.
i'm too dizzy to tell my story today

1 more hour and i'm 18
i planned to live my last day of 17 with joy and laughters
but i cant even smile now
-__________________________-

i'm not sad.i just.don't feel like smiling
trying to not move my teeth mouth gum everything
it's still bleeding now
i'm like : can you stop bleeding already? -_-

maybe cause of the sleeping pill i ate just now before i sleep
i feel dizzy now


k.bye.happy birthday to myself .

tooth

why am i here?
i should be working on my assignments but yea
why am i here
WHY?!
BECAUSE OF THE STUPID BAS**** WISDOM TOOTH

yes.how smart is it to decide to grow now
NOW
and giving me all the pain the torture
when i have so many to do

other than that
cause of YOU STUPID TOOTH
i can't eat much
yea i can slim down but NOW I'M HUNGRY
I CAN'T FOCUS ON MY ASSIGNMENTS WHEN I'M HUNGRY
and with all ur pain! even when i'm NOT EATING
is killing my mood!!!!!
worse is that nothing can soothe you away!
and worst!
i have to suffer until saturday cause i don't know why's that dentist having such a good business
his booking's all full on wed!

@#$%^&*()#$%^%^
stupid hell tooth

k.i'm done.bye

wisdom tooth

still had sleeping pill last night
but i only took half :)
woke up and went straight to the dentist
and i have no idea why is this happening to me :
a not-so-wisdom-wisdom tooth is growing
why i say not so wisdom?
cause its an annoying tooth!
its so stupid that it chose this time to come
my very peak season for assignments,finals projects and tests

it's causing me all the pain.at the gum and i feel the pain 24/7 now
even when i'm not eating
and when i'm eating?
TT i guess only taufu doesnt hurt now
but i actually think its.hmm.cool?
well.you have to experience everything.at least once in a life time .right~ XD
but still.it hurts! XD

i can't smile/laugh .which is .quite torturing
oh! i havent tell you the worst part!
the dentist suggested me to get that tooth extracted
he showed me the part that he'll operate and omgosh! its big!
i was never scared to see a dentist
but this is seriously too much~ XD
i think there's about.1 inch??
TT i have to admit.i'm really scared to do this
but if i leave it and let it grow.it will squeeze my other teeth out and.
its going to be really ugly -___-
for this.i'll do it.XD
but for now .i cant do anything and i just don't eat panadol :)

was watching badminton while having my dinner just now
shrieked like no body's business.in high pitch .XDDD
my dad always say i look like a boy when i watch badminton tournaments
haha.no doubt.i'm never really like a girl la.hahaha
but its worth my screaming!
Lee Chong Wei won!!
he beat chen jin 2-1!
haha.my only 'Malaysia boleh' time. :DDD
and now
i'm watching KooKienKiat and TanBoonHong vs indon!
they're leading! i'm so happy~ XD


finished my letterform project crops
i enjoyed making it
it's like i'm making my own doll house XD

i seriously have tons of assignments.
but most of them are group projects and i can say
all the group projects .progression =max.20%

k.let me list it out again.or i'll seriously forget :

-CG assignment *cause of my bad luck.the com hanged when i'm about to save -_-

-CG project

-Letterform stop motion film

-History costume design project *5% only and the due's next next week @_@

-History test *study

-LCS final test *study

-LCS final project

-Design 101 deisgn

-Design postcard design *since i want to redo

-Design paper sculpture

-Design maximilsm design (final project) *can die wan

-Figures 2 portraits 6 anatomy study

wow.after listing all these
i really don't mind spending my birthday doing assignments d
seriously like that comic i shared on facebook

mum : still don't want to sleep ar?

me : doing assignments.

mum : this is madness .

me : O_O! madness?!?!??! madness?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

this is TOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:DDDD bye

meh oh!

meh oh!
why is it when i'm free everyone ignore me oh
EVERYONE MM CHOI ME OH
beh song.. -..-!!!!!!

-_-

yesterday was too caught up with assignments
and guess what
the postcards no need to hand in today
so what for i rush and sleep so late?
i tak tau.cause i'm going to redo it again

last night
i had sleeping pill
yes.for the very first time of my life
apparently.it works. XDD
slept not so like a pig.
cause i woke up an hour plus before the alarm i guess
but still have to thank the sleeping pill
i ate 1.cause my mom told me to.
but my dad told me this morning that 1's too much -_-
half will do -____-


anyhow .today.
my gum hurts
badly
i need to go to the dentist
asap
it is swollen
i can't chew with the left side of my mouth
and guess what.
i can't smile too.cause it hurts
-_________________-
it's really pain!! TT
so sad

but on the bright side~ :
its so pain that i cant bear the pain while eating.so i'll eventually eat lesser = thinner.XDDDDDDDD
and i won't want to eat when i'm not hungry too right.so= even thinner.
muahahahhahahahaha -_-

last night.mm guy asked me whether i want to try casting for TOA model
its for the new TOA leaflets and websites

but.one of my friend casted d.and she's really pretty
so what for i go
when i'm way more ugly than anyone else right
i can imagine people saying :
omg how come this girl so ugly and still cast for this one.
sigh.nevermind.

lol.my face also a bit swollen d.XD
pain ><

tons of assignments or should i say final group projectSSS
i'm going to die
birthday's coming soon
don't think san they all will be free
all having finals
so am i la
going spent my birthday studying final test?
kinda envy zee that so many people plan for her birthday and wishes her already
even her birthday's on the 24th ><

so many friend's birthdays around the corner
and their birthday seems great

nevermind~ final's more important
there's always next year.. i think XD


after typing everything out.
i find : why is this post more to the emo XDD
bye :)

CREATE!

i emo liao
mien emo liao!

i need inspiration!
i need to create something!!!!
i need idea!

how do i create a series of postcards withouts any idea..
i ki siao liao

bye

reminisce ^^

some lil things..

still the old me....

eh but my hair's longer la .this looks short.XDDD *sampat -_-

i seriously don't understand why i like to blog so much lately

XD still cant fathom it out. nevermind

little small things
hahaha!
i did the same mistake as last week.same day
i left my pendrive at home~!
yet i ALREADY reminded myself last night.
and i thought i've already put in inside my bag
yet so proud to think that
i actually remember and learnt from my mistake
haha.i'm still so stupid and blur -_-
dad did not scold
and guess what.we already reached college when i realise that
so in the end we have to u-turn all the way back home to get a little
but very important thing -ma pendrive~which have my project inside -___-!
but then .
not bad also.hahaha
first : get to spend another 40 mins with dad in the cosy car
second : get to skip half and hour of history!! muahohohoho~ ><



after class went to print the project * AT LAST~
then ming tien .... hahaha
then i saw ah fhan.then i thought of his pendrive.then i chase after him
then i SHOUTED his name so loudly XP cause i'm afraid he'll be far away
and it was super embarassing!! cause i didnt know my voice.will be THAT LOUD
adui.so paiseh ><>blackpepper chicken rice.
when i look at my rice.it has vege!

then i asked : since when they have vege???

jul : ya lo.since when they give vege???

i continued eating.still wondering
since when they give vege...

suddenly...

jul : *laughs. you know right. people can just make you faint.by just a snap!

me : *blur.er.then.why suddenly this

jul : *laughs.cause i put the vege in your plate .there's even a trace of rice on the table but i flicked it under my plate

-___________________________________-

kokweimien you bodoh.. XD
blackpepper chicken got vege one. XDDDDDDDDDD


oh.so..without car.HOW TO GO HOME?!?!

yes.let me answer your ques ba.muahahahah XDDD

jordon sent me home

thanks jordon~! ^^

i really enjoy sitting in his car

this is what i always dream for la

a bf.who can send me to college every morning

and back home after class. :))

just sit inside the car.feeling comfy and talk to him at the same time.even when its jam.

it will still feel nice XD

ok.this is what i dream la.

but jordon aint my bf!

and i'm single! yes.muahahahahha -.- *siao liao

hahaha.but really thank him for sending me home

suppose to go eat brownies with TING SUE LYN~

but that girl went home early and left me and jordon behind

oh well.there's always next time :)

and now i'm going to end this

with a :D !

muahahahahhaha >

i cant sleep
so..
haha! my birthday wishes~
omg i'm so paiseh now
its ok
i'm just writing this for fun
might delete it later
XDDD

okie
what do i want
i want happiness~
everyday happy
everyone happy
no more bad things happening around the world
i don't want to see videos about how people bully the weak
i DISLIKE !
people out there who bully the weak ones ar
don't let me see you bullying
or you're gonna get from me man
i'm very ganas wan!!

XD ok.
then. i hope everyone will be healthy
especially my close ones
please take care and explore the journey of life together k :)

then.ngek ngek.i want a lomo cam~! or instax cam~! haha
in my dream.ok -___-
then..i wish to have....
a shoe? XD i only have 1 slipper now. TT
then..i wish to have suprises
haha.good ones of course.
then..haha.things girls will like.
clothes .accessories .bags .cute soft toys
i'm not really into soft toys but i dont know why no one ever give me big cute soft toys-_-
haha.everything wrapped with wrapping papers.ribbons.
LOL

all my friends together with me.laugh and crap together!
oh! famous amos cookies! i miss it!!!! XDD
oH! baskin robbins is promoting their ice cream bday cake lately!
any flavour!!! ><~!
but it must be super expensive.-_- nvm

hahahhahah.everything seems to be in my dream.nevermind~happy birthday to me~ XD

blogging~

so....XD

just feel like blogging before i start on my assignments

i spent my midnight last night in the police station

no worries

i didnt get caught cause of drugs or what so ever.XDD

its just a drunk 50 year old man driving and crashed into my mum's car

the impact was so big that my mum crashed into the front car

and so we had to report to the police

no worries again.my mum's fine.

she went to the doc today and no fractured bones

she's ok :) thank god :)

well.i mentioned 'mum's car' right.

well.its.actually my car

thanks to my dad -_-

who spontaneously asked my mum to drive my car down yesterday morning

and now i have no car to college

no idea how long

the guy said 2 week

let's see then

i wasn't able to take a picture of my car

cause it was midnight

and who will take they're dslr to a police station right.

my lao beh phone has no flash

what a night

and today

stupid cg

stupid stupid cg!!!!!

hanged when i clicked the save as button

WHY~~~~~

我接受唔到咯~~!

it's not the first time d

in the end

redo lo

-________________________- *fml?? XDDD

i can actually spend more time with mum as she send me home or to college.not bad right~ ^^

请原谅我
原谅我不成熟

-__-

my eye's damn itchy
damn pain
eye drops doesnt seem to be effective on my eyessss

only mananged to finish 1 assignment today -.-
but i think i can complete most of it tomorrow :)
as long as i focus
and i was thinking
why treat them as assignments
they are something part of my passion right
i should enjoy :D
*don't know whether this thought can tahan until tomorrow or not. XD

and yes
oh gosh.i have no idea why
TT i'm suffering for few days d
oh please. i want to sleep
like a dead pig
throughout the whole night until morning
pleassssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm someone who loves to sleep
i'm already forced to cut down my sleeping beauty time cause of assignments *passion XP
YET STILL GIVE ME INSOMNIA!!!
not exactly insomnia la but i always wake up for no reason.
FOR DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES
not asthma not what.of course i'm glad that its not asthma even when i didnt take the vitamins
SO WHY~
i had enough la.
weekdays macam ni
weekends pun macam ni
i'm going to be siao la

i want to be a pig

and enjoy my night .

sleeping.

feeling nothing.

but only comforts. :)

pretty pleaseeeee......

new~

a new look for my blog~

maybe not that nice but its ok~ i'll redesign it whenever i have the time to

its already friday

its basically another happy week *despite all the fmls .shhh XD

its literally a no life weekend again for this coming weekend.

cause of all the assignments..

let me see : drawing,CG,letterform,figures,LCS,design x___________________x

drawing 3++ hours

letterform 3+hours

figures 5+++ hours

design 5+++ hours

LCS 2+ hours

CG remaining hours

------------------------------------------

= 18 ++++++++++ hours .

just simplify it and make it 25 hours

48(2 days)-25(working hours)-16(sleeping time)-6 hours(makan+rest a while)

= omg 1 hour for ..fb? XD

this calculation just gave me a shock.

at first it was negative when i added leisure time -_-

TT maths just proven to me i'm literally .lifeless... :D

there's so many i need to tell

san~ i need you~

i somehow got myself a conclusion .which is in chinese. :D

'' 有时候,太多的幸福也是一种负担. ''

haha.yes.mien will also say things like that. XDD

zoi gian

* this is hakka

**mien's speaking hakka~ =D

犯贱

我觉得自己很犯贱

my bad day...

today's seriously my freaking bad day la

feel like posting it in the fmylife.com XD

its like this :

i had a seriously lifeless weekend.

rushing assignments.have to set my own alarm to wake myself up earlier to do assignments

and so.i''ve finished 90% of my assignments which are due on this week d

sounds not bad right~

yea.that's what i thought :

'' can sleep earlier everday d~ yea~ ^^ ''

spoke too soon la me

last night.

the starting of my bad day

slept around 12 plus.

ok la.quite early

i didnt drink coffee.

well.only a few sips.and yet a very diluted black coffee.early in the morning

no tea juga. instead i had hot chocolate before i sleep

so why exactly i had insomnia!!!!

nothing's bothering me.seriously.

in the end.AT LAST.i slept around.6 a.m plus.after struggling for a long period

2 hours later...

have to wake up for college

-_-

fml point 1 XDD

my eyes were red .can barely open my eyes la!!!

then as usual drove to college blabla reach pyramid parking

and then! WHERE'S MY PURSE!!

nevermind.just take the ticket.

went to print my essay first before class.

as usual the blur me.

forgot about the purse part.

so when about to pay that time

oh shit.no money!

-__-

so maybe this is

fml point 2

but luckily there's a friend beside.haha .pheww

went to class.chit chat.

omg! my letterform movie title assignment!!!

left it at home

-___-

fml point 3

right after class.have to go home right.so went to parking there.

it was about to rain already.

thinking to myself.luckily i'm fast enough.

then.oh shit

i have no money to pay for the parking

-..- have to walk back to class to borrow lo

already drizzling...quite heavily

i was already sneezing the whole morning in class and now this

-____-

fml point 4

nevermind.

reached home

took my assignments.and was thinking.

why not a last touch up on my letterform project.

okie~

after touching it up.neat. :) on my face

then i finished off my mee goreng mee sedap

*extra egg.XDD

thinking :'' haha.today's not THAT BAD ~ ''

then ciao back to college. and~! my purse was in my car all the time -..-

my kakak already told me this morning that it was in lyn's bag! it slipped in!!!

i thought she told me something else -..-

ok .nevermind~

reach college.went to myone studio to print my project

OH SHIT

my pendrive's still at home connecting to my laptop

bagus!!!

a project which i already finished LAST WEEK

and i can't pass up on time.

bagus sangat

fml point 5

-_______-

reached class.sigh.

thinking :

aiyo.ok la.its over

then i realised.my movie title original picture

in my pendrive too

itu assignment juga siap-ed during weekend ....

x____x

fml point 6

i'm still not that sad

until Gabriel said to me

'is this excuse acceptable?' and bla some stuffs.

i'm so sad.so moody

i know it's my fault.but it's not that i want right

and i finished everything earlier than everyone else

why's all these happening to me....

damn moody.makes me sound like i'm someone with no discipline

and like to make excuses

:(

but well.cant blame him right.

if i stand in his position.

i might think the same way too

and then today

we got back our previous assignments

sigh

inferior again

why can't i be better?

i don't get it

but i'm somehow numb.

about feeling this way

i'm used to it already

it's like.

''you ain't good la kok wei mien

just accept the fact and live you life

you cant be better wan la

forget about it la''

this statement

it's like.already implanted in me

so.ya la.nevermind la

BUT

i can only say

today's my bad day ok

that's all

for sure there's ups and downs

so this will be my down

and starting from tomorrow

will all be UPS~

haha

-.-

*oh yea.despite all the fmylife points

well.i don't really feel fml la

hahahahahahahaha

-_-