my bad day...

today's seriously my freaking bad day la

feel like posting it in the fmylife.com XD

its like this :

i had a seriously lifeless weekend.

rushing assignments.have to set my own alarm to wake myself up earlier to do assignments

and so.i''ve finished 90% of my assignments which are due on this week d

sounds not bad right~

yea.that's what i thought :

'' can sleep earlier everday d~ yea~ ^^ ''

spoke too soon la me

last night.

the starting of my bad day

slept around 12 plus.

ok la.quite early

i didnt drink coffee.

well.only a few sips.and yet a very diluted black coffee.early in the morning

no tea juga. instead i had hot chocolate before i sleep

so why exactly i had insomnia!!!!

nothing's bothering me.seriously.

in the end.AT LAST.i slept around.6 a.m plus.after struggling for a long period

2 hours later...

have to wake up for college

-_-

fml point 1 XDD

my eyes were red .can barely open my eyes la!!!

then as usual drove to college blabla reach pyramid parking

and then! WHERE'S MY PURSE!!

nevermind.just take the ticket.

went to print my essay first before class.

as usual the blur me.

forgot about the purse part.

so when about to pay that time

oh shit.no money!

-__-

so maybe this is

fml point 2

but luckily there's a friend beside.haha .pheww

went to class.chit chat.

omg! my letterform movie title assignment!!!

left it at home

-___-

fml point 3

right after class.have to go home right.so went to parking there.

it was about to rain already.

thinking to myself.luckily i'm fast enough.

then.oh shit

i have no money to pay for the parking

-..- have to walk back to class to borrow lo

already drizzling...quite heavily

i was already sneezing the whole morning in class and now this

-____-

fml point 4

nevermind.

reached home

took my assignments.and was thinking.

why not a last touch up on my letterform project.

okie~

after touching it up.neat. :) on my face

then i finished off my mee goreng mee sedap

*extra egg.XDD

thinking :'' haha.today's not THAT BAD ~ ''

then ciao back to college. and~! my purse was in my car all the time -..-

my kakak already told me this morning that it was in lyn's bag! it slipped in!!!

i thought she told me something else -..-

ok .nevermind~

reach college.went to myone studio to print my project

OH SHIT

my pendrive's still at home connecting to my laptop

bagus!!!

a project which i already finished LAST WEEK

and i can't pass up on time.

bagus sangat

fml point 5

-_______-

reached class.sigh.

thinking :

aiyo.ok la.its over

then i realised.my movie title original picture

in my pendrive too

itu assignment juga siap-ed during weekend ....

x____x

fml point 6

i'm still not that sad

until Gabriel said to me

'is this excuse acceptable?' and bla some stuffs.

i'm so sad.so moody

i know it's my fault.but it's not that i want right

and i finished everything earlier than everyone else

why's all these happening to me....

damn moody.makes me sound like i'm someone with no discipline

and like to make excuses

:(

but well.cant blame him right.

if i stand in his position.

i might think the same way too

and then today

we got back our previous assignments

sigh

inferior again

why can't i be better?

i don't get it

but i'm somehow numb.

about feeling this way

i'm used to it already

it's like.

''you ain't good la kok wei mien

just accept the fact and live you life

you cant be better wan la

forget about it la''

this statement

it's like.already implanted in me

so.ya la.nevermind la

BUT

i can only say

today's my bad day ok

that's all

for sure there's ups and downs

so this will be my down

and starting from tomorrow

will all be UPS~

haha

-.-

*oh yea.despite all the fmylife points

well.i don't really feel fml la

hahahahahahahaha

-_-