last

why am i here?

i'm mentally tired
but i still can tahan
i guess
i thought i can finish my CG today
eventually
something's wrong with photoshop
i can do nothing

i'm mentally tired
i cannot continue with my ..*trying to be calm projects and assignments
i guess is another sleep-less week
i'm fine

Drawing last assignments.well.don't know how long i'm gonna spend on that
CG project + journal + presentation which i'm gonna just.talk crap
Letterform stop-motion movie + what the hell research folder
Design 101 design which i still have around 30++++? + paper sculpture which seriously need to start on it + the seriously-no-idea maximilism which i hope i can reach what i want to

i'm so glad that there's no figures
i think i should manage my time wisely and spend more time on the important ones
paper sculpture.please don't kill my time

am i stress?
i think i'm not
i cried like hell in the first sem for i have no idea how many times
due to all the stupid stress
but i haven't cried once in sem 2
well.i don't think i did.did i?
i should be immune to it d i guess

however i was shock
that jul cried
eh.i'm the one who should be crying la~
love you la girl
you're better than me :)

or am i just.
buryind my head in the sand

or just consoling myself
worse come to worst.
nescafe and food and grow fat :D
TOAs.you know what i mean :P
yeah.its not that terrible after all~ ^^

oh.my dad bought me an iPhone4~~~
hehehe.one thing i don't like about him
sayang me too much d
makes me feel bad
dslr and now this.sooner or later i'll need a Macbook somemore
omgosh
but still
it's a cool phone with cool apps! :D

i feel so spoilt
but compare to those UPSR students
who's age -12!
who can get iPad iPhone and freaking expensive stuffs or bloody lots of cash *for a 12yr old that is
for like.what.5A's?
i'm wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy betterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

come on! i got 7As and i got nothing as a reward!
and i'm ok with that!
cause you study for your own good!

what kind of crappy motivation those parents think it is la.
i only got a lao beh phone when i was about form 2
and i'm fine with that! cause the usage of a phone is to get contact with others!
*looks who's talking .hahaha.iPhone 4.but hey.my dad bought it then only he tells me k :D
i have no single clue that he booked long time ago

spoilt la kids nowadays
parents out there
they're only 12! or soon 13! what's with all the isss
spoilt!!

haha.i heard all these through radio long time ago.
on the same day the results released
and i was doing my assignments that time
i was like
what~~~!
upsr compare with what i'm doing *figures i think :P
COME ON.go away la. XDDD

hahaha.
i started this post with seriousness and i ended up with bullshits
:D!
i'm suppose to sleep wei!
oh yes shit.i'm suppose to dive into the library last week
shiat~
=_=