at last

***

so what i've been doing recently..

--'Chatime'--

apparently for my AD principle subject

we need to get ourselves REAL client

which means we can't just fake one out

and eventually we approached CHATIME

...

seriously.they are so nice

well i don't know about the rest yet since we only met two (Bryan and Howard)

but i believe they are like them :)

...

i never like nice people haha

i mean.we're just students.they can choose to ignore us

or just shove us away after giving what we need but no

they actually take heed of our ideas and all

both of them are pretty affable men too

i can only say that we're really lucky

and i hope we won't disappoint them

*this is the reason why i hate nice people

but everything's too soon to say

who knows they might like it :D

***

so for the past few weeks

it was really hectic

with all the pent-up stress in me

i don't even have time to unleash any franticness

yet the assignments are perpetual

whenever you think you're done and finally get to rest

some other assignments just have to come and throttle you to death

Lyn actually thought she might die due to fatiguability

...

actually i told my brother that i might literally burn-out and die too

haha sound stupid now but back there

truly thought so

anyway

after weeks of craziness

we FINALLY

FINALLY

just have to emphasize it again

FINALLY

get to chill

initially planned to drink with the girls tonight

in the end we decided not to since it's only the 3 of us -___-

instead

we went to the Taylor's lakeside campus!

the last time and was also our first time we went there (for Chatime)

we sat by the lake.relished the breeziness

and we love it so much that we decided to go there again!

..

bought some Chatime and went straight to the lake

we wallowed in the serenity and tranquility given by the atmosphere there

immersed ourselves in stillness

...

By just watching at the fishes and the lake shimmering in the sunlight

it somehow mollified every negative bits in us

nothing much need to be said

but yeah it never lasted

-__-

we were laughing so loud that Nad's friend

from the other side of the lake could hear us

...

laughing.sharing.fooling around like kids

those were the moments :)

and of course not to forget

CAMWHORE ~

...

*drum roll*

as for super woman came to town~~

lol i'm so lame

anyway it's Lyn while waiting for her drink

so cute

it's a really big mirror.we just have to...

i don't like this picture >( and the girls know why :P

hehe.epic <3

lol.all sorts of pictures that we took

just before we left

haha lyn actually directed their pose

the wind was a total nuisance!

''dark'' face

...

let's end this with a more pleasant picture shall we ? :)

loves,

nights

rejuvenated

my blog's rejuvenated!

no you think?

well at least i like it better :P

i'm getting more and more fastidious about typo now

is it good..?

.*.

my blog rejuvenates while i get sick

.___. not fair

it was quite an abruptness

i was trying to sleep last night

and out of no where.i started sneezing

just like that and i can tell it's getting worse

i can barely feel my nose now :<

also i started coughing

like 'wow~where did that come from ??'

.

drinking this.

i'll be fine.

most probably by..tomorrow?

all i need is just some sleep..

*a lot* of sleep :P

- -

i've been watching quite some movies recently

to be honest

Transformer 3 didn't really impress me

i know whole lot of people think that it's extremely impressive

i do think so too

-'huh?'-

well.the visual effects and 3D action sequences are awesome

its impeccable and unassailable i think.so far

but everyone knows that

people were already expecting to see that from the movie

but the story wise.script and so forth

it's rather sedate

it is touching for some scenarios

i cried too..haha how's this a complement to it

.__.

however

i was expecting much more impact from it

but still!

again with great emphasis.

the visual effects are undeniably spanking

especially if you're in digital animation

and yet have not watch it

get your booty out there in the cinema and watch it now!

i bet you'll be goggling at the big screen

and be 109% impressed :)

' * '

other than that i watched PS i love you and Dear John

i know it had been quite some time already

but hey -___- i just got it haha

and guess what

BOTH

are like plotted to dehydrate me

you have no idea how much i wept!

it was crazy

i mean i was crazy

for PS I Love You

i literally cried throughout the whole movie

that stupid cake the husband delivered

aroused my tear gland and it just wouldn't stop since!

-____- even i disdain myself for crying so much

oh.and the Irish guys in the movie are so cute!

their accent and all.i wonder if all Irish are like them :D

___

for Dear John.

i actually cried more after.the movie

- 'what?' -

yeah.and it's his DAD that made me weep

wasn't feeling much about their romance

isn't he charming?? hahaa

***

why did i cry?

it sounds absolutely ridiculous and silly

but it's because i'm fear of death

not my own death

but the people's around me

i can tell now.with firm

that the thing i fear most

is death

yea cockroach's no.2

Guess what

it's always been a pent-up fear in me

since young.and i didn't know until after this movie

i somehow recalled.when i was still a kid

i had this nightmare-

my mum was taken away from me

and the next thing i remember is me

toddling down the stairs in 40km/h

that's super fast for a kid

burst into fresh flood of tears

and charged straight into my mama's arm

entreated them not to leave me

...

i remembered my mum laughed ._.

she and my dad said they wont

or did they say they'll someday be gone?

-__-

either way.

i grew

they grew

i'm no more a naive little girl who knows nothing about death

i hate the feeling of knowing that it's a eternity loss

i hate that there's no ctrl-Z for it

i hate that there's no forewarning for it and even if there is

i still hate it

---

ok enough of this.like i said.it's just silly

________________________

i'm reading Dear John now and it's really different from the movie

i like reading it

better than reading '5 people in heaven' definitely ><

but why Dear John all of a sudden

ngeehee

it's actually for an assignment :P

typo : redesign a book skin :D

i am so doing Dear John but the self-photography part it's a nuisance

where can get my object!

i know photography is fun but

i wanted 2 bullets and that peculiar coin in that movie!

..now you see me?..

-____- imma sort things out :)

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LOL i thought this is going to be a short post cause i had no idea what to share

but now ..oops :P

-

-

why do old people nag all the time?

i'm so irritated by my grandma

yup she just nagged me

she repeats the same old thing

AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN

-___________________-

i always wanted to say

'OK! I GET IT ALREADY'

but...it's better to just shut up and save some respect for the elderly

:)

i love my grandma

..

but does anyone know WHY MUST THEY REPEAT??

like again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again

@_@ just curious

nights :)