HAPPY ENDING~

it's 31th! OF 2010!
i love this year
but i know.next year will be even better
wow.i love my ending for this year and my beginning for next year
so packed and wonderful
i love you 2010.thank you so much for everything

don't be jealous.i'm going to love you too 2011
so you better be good ya
don't be naughty and make me all sad ok? ^^

happeyyyyyy~ :D
i'm so ready :P

when 4 girls meet

oh my goodness
what can i say
when Ting Suelyn .Juliana Lee Mei Yen.Serena Yeong Shin.Amanda Kok Wei Mien
are together
it will be super epic

after steamboat with.lots of fu chok
10 tubs of ice-creams
i'm saying TEN tubs of ice-creams
are we nuts or what
we ordered all the flavours they have
i asked the worker : we ordered every flavour d right?
oh epic shit
sugar rush
we're all.tipsy? but had 0% alcohol -____-
laughed like crazy while feasting on ice-creams= asthma :P
the attacks was bad .but it was seriously fun and crazy
oh ya we sang out loud "WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS~ MY FRIEND...."
like .just right there when there's other customers...
results from sugar rush. -_-
then we did some epic phone calls
like.epic.shit.

wow today was really
awesome
get to spend the end of 2010 and beginning of 2011 with all my love ones
what's better than that!
:D

hehe

yesterday was fun~

photoshooting . hohohoho

and it was TIRING~~

with the heels @_@

hurts!

well today will go bangsar to shoP

muahahahahhahahaa.

baju-baju.kasut-kasut.

here i come ~ :D

eyes went shopping

my eyes shopped a lot -__-

look at the bags @_@

28th

purposely picked today to go for badminton and movie and stuffs
cause taking results tomorrow
however i forgot.
you can check your results a day before through internet -_-
all over my facebook - all about results

and i still haven't check yet
thought i've been opening that page since.6.45p.m.?
with just 1 click and i'll know everything
but.aiyo
..should i check now? ... hmm.let's wait till it's12 :D

and recently i've been sleeping at.4.then 5.then maintain at 6. -_-
kenapa?
well.thanks to you korean dramas. kamsahamida ~:D
slept 4 hours today.and i got heavy eye bags!!!!
like seriously.heavy.eyebags :D
hahaha.reminded me something
i can't believe i fooled lyn
by telling her the reason i slept at 4 today
its because i've been drawing figures
portraits of the whole class.
i can't believe she fell for that la
she said it's possible cause i'm hardworking
O_O..hardworking?! me?! omg -______-

opps.it's already 12
..checked my results
it's.out of my expectation.
i had this look - O_O
well.it's over

MAJOR!

HERE I COME!!!

don't give me too many assignments please..TT

:D imma getting old~ hahaha

I LOVE YOU AD~

hehe.

results.

it's out
but i'm not checking it
though i'm opening that site
just 1 more click and i can know all my results.
but. not now ...
:<

indulgence.

drinking the hot choc

listening to k-pop songs

hugging my pillow

enjoying the sheer boredom :D

neun.chong mal.haeng bok. <3

sem break

sem break coming to an end

ah~~~~~~~~~

it's the last week

ah~~~~~~~~~

i still enjoy doing nothing and listen to wonderful musics

well.k-pops

ah~

nice :D~

i'm back into koreans

aH~~~~~~~~~~

damn the drama 'He's Beautiful/You're Beautiful'

it's.nice la~! :D

hahaha.i'm not sure whether it's the drama

or that guy in that drama

LOL!

JUNG YONG HWA.

how come you look so attractive

your charisma

ah *dies :P

hahahahahaha.

shit .i fa hiao -__-

my mum just told me that my dad don't let me go to genting

cause too many bus accidents recently

thanks a lot to those stupid reckless bus drivers

but then my dad just came in and told me that he'll send me.back and forth

:D aiyo.why my papa love me so much. @_@

..

stop asking why am i home~
i know it's quite unbelievable
i can't believe it myself too.
but yes i really have no plans on Christmas
not at all
eve too
ok ok i know it's sad
and shit my kakak just say me kesian
-_______-

jingle bell rocks..... :/

oh siew mai

ah siew mai.
i didnt know tomorrow's christmas
i was shock to know that today's eve
:[
lonely christmas la
a lonely christmas...
seriously
no one asked me out >_<
everyone's busy with their own plans
camp.vacation.couples.family.
dude.single here.parents working here!
.. whatever ..

pek cek day

today

is one pek cek day

not only for me.but also my cousin

MALUNYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-___________- pek cek.

we did bought quite some accessories .

but that doesn't change anything

cause our day is still.

pek cek

WHY SO PEK CEK!?

well.

its so pek cek that my <3>

:D pek cek enough.

now i still need bajussssss.and kasut. :D

what's better than a smile

nothing much to tell neh.

kok wei mien's in a 'sleep' mode.

:)

O_O!

second week already! @_@

no~~~ hahaha

it's ok.the coming sem will be my first majoring sem

KOK WEI MIEN~

congratulations

you're another step forward to your dream :D

2nd year 1st sem -- short sem.

1 month of college.then about 1 week of cny holiday?

then continue 3 weeks

.then SEVEN week of sem break??

muahahahaha. :D

is it because of sem break?

i.don't want to care about anything

i'm suppose to rest ok ! :P

i'm bad yes i know

haha.

i just want to be happy

which i already am :D

to all who sayang me.

keep me happy k? :)

will be much appreaciated <3

:D

hehe.

its like i'm in a real sweet relationship

hahahahahaha.

ok i sot jor.

i feel so happy suddenly.

don't know why

nothing happened

maybe i'm happy

cause i'm super free ?

really enjoy this feeling.

feel no burden at all

no worries.NOTHING

hehe

chatting with my cousin

which i enjoy it a lot

we used to be REALLY REALLY close.and sampat

then things happened.

i'm glad we're back to how we used to be ^^

love you la stupid! :D

hehehe.i fat hao-ing

hahahahahaha

-___-

missed and miss

i miss it.

yeah i do

i never regret about it

i'm glad i did

4 years.was worth it :)

how i wish.a chat now.

face to face

how much i wish ...

'how are you doing ?'

great i guess...

was i ever something?

i just hope for a chat.

people say look forward

but i miss what's backward.

there's things i didnt do

and i wish i can do it

i missed it.i miss it

pek cek.
why still pergi tengok kok wei mien
sigh.
anyhow.you're not the one
so get over it kok wei mien!
:)

the PARTAY

th PARTAY WAS GREAT~~~

lol.a bit like clubbing?

and the whiskey was. x_x

had a massive headache

shouldn't drink much next time.one shot somemore -_-

and everyone's GREAT

oh i miss it.

and i miss you peeps too~~

damn it was great :D

but i was sober in the end ~~~ hahaha.

wait.i was sober throughout the party

but towards d end.my brain's clear!

like i've take no alcohol

hehehe.thanks to the cheese sausage XD

eventually reached home about 2.

was later than i planned

and i was so worried that i'm busted

thank goodness i'm not

cause.

we didnt know what made brian reverse that fast

and crashed into people's house's front'yard'

and so forth ......

luckily my parent's ok with it cause i kept sms-ing them

XD

and i've learnt a lesson.
KEEP THINGS TO YOURSELF
even more.
sigh.
what i did.what i said...
:/

-_______-;;;;;;

why ar
why like this
i already told you all not to
so why give me all these now
cant everyone of us just stay happy
why must things be like this

I DON'T LIKE

so just stop everything

STOP STOP STOP

i'm not good.aint the right one.

i sucks till the max

i'm a Bit.h

so just stop and go for the better !!

what i hope for is just to see smile on everyone's face
is it that hard..
:/
i'm sucky.i'm not worth it k...

adoption

i.feel like sponsoring a child
through world vision.the rm50 per month thing
i wanted to adopt 1 since.quite long ago d.but i was still young
i mean.not even 18
and now .world vision has this ads all over again
makes me feel like sponsoring again

i just want to help someone
especially just a child you know
i watched the clip on the World Vision web just now and damn
i feel sad

but am i too young?
i mean.50 bucks per month wouldn't be enough.
what if they need extra edu or in need.
maybe i should wait until i am capable to sponsor 1 myself first?
cause i don't want to use any money from my parent for this.

well.yes maybe i'm too young.so
i shall delay this plan .again ><

GRIN!

i'm sho happy~
just woke up hahah.well.at 1 pm
then lied on my LOVELY COMFY bed.
playing around with my phone.its like.at last i get to. :D
then online.just hang around
no more worries about assignments~ hahha.going to throw the word 'assignments' away
seriously still so happy about it.
the past week was god damn helly shitty whatever holy crappy. XD
i managed to lose weight though.hahaha!
i miss eating.food.proper meal.of FOOD. :D kawans.bring me out makan!!!!!

and now.i feel like travelling
i want to go kampung.those fish village will be good?
i want to take pictures
i want to meet pure innocent naive people
i just want to get away from the city. :)
with a few friends.that would be GREAT la... anyone??

haha.i think i'm really sick of the city.want to .go to somewhere peaceful so badly ><
and relax.no need to think.back to the original :D

haha.then..shopping? hahaha need some new look for the next sem right.
OH AND CHRISTMASS!!!!
eventhough we have a big sunway pyramid beside our college
but was seriously too busy to go there la.and i know everywhere's SALE NOW
omg.mummy~~~~~ :DDDDDD

hahaha.ok i seriously don't care.
must start planning a 'run-away-from-the-stupid-city life trip. XD

kokweimien~!!!! why you so happy geh~!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

at.LAST

omg. seriously
i'm super duper happy today
its like.
hahaa.i feel so happy that i feel like i can fly when i walk.
imagine that
i think only a toa can understand that sheer joy and relief
after all that
omg
sem break!

from that moment
when i finished binding my CG journal
i was like
*paused for a while
then omg in a really calm way
i've completed EVERYTHING
NO MORE..NO .MORE
TT rather.touching.hahahha

for the past few days.was so busy
i barely eat a proper meal
and i 'm saying about 1 day 1 meal=bread/porridge .and low amount of water
don't even have the time to da bao TT
and when things are not done yet
you just don't feel like stopping
its me

not sure whether is it cause of that
i didnt eat much today
well.i only bought mountain dew .and had some french fries.
and 2 tuna bread for breakfast
that's all
-___- cause i dont feel hungry after i skipped lunch
well.was hungry at first.but later on.no more. :P
its really bad

THAT IS WHY
during sem break
i'm going to
yes.the first thing is always .SLEEP
cause sleeping's the most important!
i gave my sleepness night to design again. -_____-

then! cut my hair.dye my hair.
hahahhahaha.nothing to do with health.BUT
everyone needs a new look right~
hahaha.this extreme daily routine's making me look wan and sallow
its so bad.so~ sleep is still the first .XD

then i need to exercise!!!
YES!
to neutral it a bit.i need to sweat !
badminton or whatever.
here.i.come!
but last sem we said we want to play football basketball and badminton too
in the end we played no balls. XDDD
well.i'm surely going to exercise this sem break

then.yea.too tired to type it out d.
hahaha.its already 2 plus in the morning.
so i shall start my sem break plans d

first thing --- SLEEP~~~~~ muahahahahahahahaha.will continue this tomorrow
have so much to talk about :D

nights~ :D
*yes i'm super duper happy completing everything on time ^^

last

why am i here?

i'm mentally tired
but i still can tahan
i guess
i thought i can finish my CG today
eventually
something's wrong with photoshop
i can do nothing

i'm mentally tired
i cannot continue with my ..*trying to be calm projects and assignments
i guess is another sleep-less week
i'm fine

Drawing last assignments.well.don't know how long i'm gonna spend on that
CG project + journal + presentation which i'm gonna just.talk crap
Letterform stop-motion movie + what the hell research folder
Design 101 design which i still have around 30++++? + paper sculpture which seriously need to start on it + the seriously-no-idea maximilism which i hope i can reach what i want to

i'm so glad that there's no figures
i think i should manage my time wisely and spend more time on the important ones
paper sculpture.please don't kill my time

am i stress?
i think i'm not
i cried like hell in the first sem for i have no idea how many times
due to all the stupid stress
but i haven't cried once in sem 2
well.i don't think i did.did i?
i should be immune to it d i guess

however i was shock
that jul cried
eh.i'm the one who should be crying la~
love you la girl
you're better than me :)

or am i just.
buryind my head in the sand

or just consoling myself
worse come to worst.
nescafe and food and grow fat :D
TOAs.you know what i mean :P
yeah.its not that terrible after all~ ^^

oh.my dad bought me an iPhone4~~~
hehehe.one thing i don't like about him
sayang me too much d
makes me feel bad
dslr and now this.sooner or later i'll need a Macbook somemore
omgosh
but still
it's a cool phone with cool apps! :D

i feel so spoilt
but compare to those UPSR students
who's age -12!
who can get iPad iPhone and freaking expensive stuffs or bloody lots of cash *for a 12yr old that is
for like.what.5A's?
i'm wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy betterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

come on! i got 7As and i got nothing as a reward!
and i'm ok with that!
cause you study for your own good!

what kind of crappy motivation those parents think it is la.
i only got a lao beh phone when i was about form 2
and i'm fine with that! cause the usage of a phone is to get contact with others!
*looks who's talking .hahaha.iPhone 4.but hey.my dad bought it then only he tells me k :D
i have no single clue that he booked long time ago

spoilt la kids nowadays
parents out there
they're only 12! or soon 13! what's with all the isss
spoilt!!

haha.i heard all these through radio long time ago.
on the same day the results released
and i was doing my assignments that time
i was like
what~~~!
upsr compare with what i'm doing *figures i think :P
COME ON.go away la. XDDD

hahaha.
i started this post with seriousness and i ended up with bullshits
:D!
i'm suppose to sleep wei!
oh yes shit.i'm suppose to dive into the library last week
shiat~
=_=