friends.lover. ?

friends can never be around you 24/7
can your lover do that?
especially when you're alone at night
friends are all living in their own world
is this the time you look for your lover?
isn't this the time your lover plays the role of a husband?
people always say .friends will be the one who will always be by your side
despite all the breaking up and stuffs
aren't your lover who will be the one protecting you and be your closest companion?

oh shit what craps am i talking?
-_______________- sorry for wasting 2 minutes of yours reading my craps

perhaps i should stick to one of my thoughts i had just now

daily routine :

wake up - breakfast+crap around with dad- assignments - prepare to college - class+crap around with friends - home -dinner - assignments+facebook check - sleep

with that, i will not have time for other stuffs

and seriously focus on my studies

but at the same time

oh-shit my life

i'm thinking.will there be that much assignments for me to do ?

there's only 4 subjects for now -_______-

-.- what's with all these craps?