i didnt know

yes .i didnt know

i didnt know you feel that way

to me you're still very important.

same as you.you do stand a very important role in my life

cause you're you.

what we've been through.NOTHING can replace those

you're not the only lonely one.

cause i am too

there's so many things i wish to tell.

but i'm scared.cause everything i tell its like.you won't want to listen

cause i feel that you don't know how to respond

to me.all you like to talk about is only suju and i really don't update anymore

not only that i don't have that time.even if i have.i'm really lazy to search for those stuffs

i don't even know where to do research for my own assignments

and when all your topic's are suju.i really dont know how

*but i still watch kbs if i watch tv.and lately music bank really don't siapatu.not nice somemore those songs

same thing.i dont want to bored you out with my stuffs

yes.i might have a lot of fun with my coll mates

but back at home.when i need to unload myself on other stuffs

you're always the first that came across my mind.

but i'll hesitate and consider a lot.what if you're very excited about suju

i dont want to kacau you.i cant chat with you about them too cause i dont know anything

i have no people to share my stuffs too

cause.i miss that feeling

me and you.sharing everything together

whether its good or bad.

the way we talk.discuss.laugh.crap.scold

it belongs to only you and me

and i did not delete anything

how can i bear to delete those pictures??

i have it all saved nicely in my com!

and memories!

i know i'm forgetful.but how will i forget those memories

melaka trip still vivid in my mind

and i still tell ppl around me that how fun and nice it was when i went with you all

i'm .very.easily.adapted to new environment

seriously.i know that since .decades ago

therefore if my lifestyle change.

i'll fully immerse myself into that life

which i know i'm a bit wrong in this

cause there will always be a barrier.

this is my own problem

i know i always have this problem

and also because of we're now in a total different environment?

you wont understand if i talk about arts

and i know you're not interested

same goes with i have no idea what's your what.

and sometimes i see you and your friends.

i feel the same too actually *you see how alike we are :)

its like.you all have the same topic and interest

see each other so often and so fun

here and there

i dont want to bother you too

please dont just emo .tell me

we've been through so much

we dont have to hide anything from each other

and get all upset

no more please.i hope no more

our relationship are way beyond those d