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malaysian cops.they just suck don't they?

well maybe only minority(perhaps majority -_-) of them

but till now.i don't see any who worth my respect

they're tarnishing their reputation day by day

i know there's good ones but.sorry.you're all covered up by bribery and power abuse

pfft ! enough of them~ today's a happy day hahaha

why is it a happy day? well everyday should be one

come on and smile peeps~! hehe

ok.another song of the day .hehe my day :P

-By My Side by David Choi

i know its not new but hey i just heard it yesterday and it got me in love hahahaha

then my brother told me

'just because he's a Korean descent doesn't mean you have to fall in love with his song '

haha that's after he suffered from my horrible singing throughout the dinner

BUT i was suprised that he's a korean

my brother gave me his eyes-in-a-straight-line look and murmured : 'Choi'

then.it clicked. reminded me of CHOI siwon haha

ok back to the song .it's really sweet and i love the melody :D

here's some pictures from yesterday :D

it was my daddy's birthday :D

hehe she planned the suprise . she's quite perky for her age :D

like father like son~

hehe.i adores him !

cause he's my MIGHTY DAD~ hahaha love this photo

awesome~

hahaha i feel great! :P

love this imac.

amazed by this 27'' screen.

sheer awesomeness haha

can't wait to move in and design my own room

a little designer's space :D

oh and i strongly recommend this song by Chris Medina

-What Are Words

lyrics, melody and music video

dope.hahaha

how much i wish i can meet a guy that would treat me the same

as the lyrics and the story behind it

how mighty can love be man <3

*exhales.

'DREAM ON GIRL' haha :P

toodle-oo! :D

2012?

will the world ends at 2012?
to me.it was nonsense -.-
but after tsunami struck Japan.
so many possibilities saying that it might stike Sabah . a non seismic area
like wow? malaysia encounters tsunami?
so is it true about 2012?
unbelievable.

factories ablaze.earthquakes.rubbles everywhere.wrecked homes.raging torrent carrying cars
arent's these the scenes you see in movies about the end of the world
i can't imagine myself to see these live
i can't imagine everything's ending so soon
how is it like?


we have so much to live for!
we have tons of dreams that yet to be reach
so many things that we have not done
i haven't even finish my diploma ! well i'll graduate next year but still! my degree?
and there are so much babies out there who haven't learn how to walk -.-
and somemore people like me.who havent met their true love!aiyo.whatever la
i'm lucky to have some truly intimate but helo~ we have SO MUCH MORE to do.
all of us have a LOOOoooOOOOOOng way to go
and 2012 is.just stupid.
malaysia haven't even reach the so call 'wawasan 2020'
not that i care but -.-

i want to have fun.still young
haven't repay my parents
and my dream to be a designer .own a colourful life
travel around and snaps fantastic photos
captures wonderful moments of life
live my life to the fullest
be a silly happy girl.laugh till my stomach cramps
joke around and listens to joy
help people.try my best to make everyone feels rejoiced
go through all the changes from a toddler to an old folk
feel how is it like to be at all different stage of life

what's happening to Earth??
sorry for what we did/do
forgive us please.
we are too cute to be destroyed.right?

OoO

it was awesome.:D
love the dancing.
even without alcohol
you still can get all high cause of the music . yea ~

can't wait for the next time.
i guess i'm released from all of those
after spending some 'fantabulous' quality time with them
you know who you are
and i think all the crazy dancing loosen up my tension :D
and after that.i understand why people can do it all night
cause i think i can too!

i just want to say.
how glad i am.to have you peeps
life without you all will be.so.dull
hahah like seriously.
*goosebumps ><

mee

am like this

used to be this

oh my i'm so weak lately

i need to grow stronger!

been shedding tears easily.

super easily..

pent-up guilts

something that's been bothering me much lately
something that i haven't been telling anyone.not a single one
cause of an incident.i decided to unleash everything
guilty .it's what i feel
seeking for forgiveness but how.i dont know

what are the things i did?
i don't know how to describe.but nothing illegal for sure
there were moments where i acted like a badass:cocky.irresponsible.thoughtless
maybe no one realised or even remember but still .i'm sorry for that
all these .are killing me.torturing me

i can/should never indulge myself acting in such way

it hurts when you have no one to talk to .when you're in such agony of remorse
really hurts. especially when you know you used to have one.that will always be there for you
used to-past tense
am i destined to be alone?

someone told me that one thinks i'm a happy-go-lucky kind of person today
i was.but things slightly changed.why ? i would like to know too
i find i keep things to myself more.
wouldn't want people to worry right.since everyone thinks happy is my thing
feeling's contagious.i don't want to spread my emos and cover people's laughters
i wish i could spread happiness even when i'm shedding tears
and yes. i'm doing that.

lastly :
'sorry'. for all

wth?

what the hell with the assholes nowadays?
that have no idea how precious a life is?
dogs have no life?
cats have no life??
no papa mama???
ASSHOLES MADE FKER OUTSIDE.
ASS OFF LA!
made me shed my tears cause of your shit acts
i pity you guys .you know why .cause you guys have NO LIFE
no i shouldn't. i pity your parents for giving birth to you shits that do not deserve it
you guys feel pleasure torturing and killing?
you get satisfaction from abusing little frail animals just because you think their vulnerable?
POOR THING!

i'm wasting my time
wasting my energy scolding those
coldbloodedlifelessassshitsmothefkerzeroconsciencebloodyhellbadass