some lil things..

still the old me....

eh but my hair's longer la .this looks short.XDDD *sampat -_-

i seriously don't understand why i like to blog so much lately

XD still cant fathom it out. nevermind

little small things
hahaha!
i did the same mistake as last week.same day
i left my pendrive at home~!
yet i ALREADY reminded myself last night.
and i thought i've already put in inside my bag
yet so proud to think that
i actually remember and learnt from my mistake
haha.i'm still so stupid and blur -_-
dad did not scold
and guess what.we already reached college when i realise that
so in the end we have to u-turn all the way back home to get a little
but very important thing -ma pendrive~which have my project inside -___-!
but then .
not bad also.hahaha
first : get to spend another 40 mins with dad in the cosy car
second : get to skip half and hour of history!! muahohohoho~ ><



after class went to print the project * AT LAST~
then ming tien .... hahaha
then i saw ah fhan.then i thought of his pendrive.then i chase after him
then i SHOUTED his name so loudly XP cause i'm afraid he'll be far away
and it was super embarassing!! cause i didnt know my voice.will be THAT LOUD
adui.so paiseh ><>blackpepper chicken rice.
when i look at my rice.it has vege!

then i asked : since when they have vege???

jul : ya lo.since when they give vege???

i continued eating.still wondering
since when they give vege...

suddenly...

jul : *laughs. you know right. people can just make you faint.by just a snap!

me : *blur.er.then.why suddenly this

jul : *laughs.cause i put the vege in your plate .there's even a trace of rice on the table but i flicked it under my plate

-___________________________________-

kokweimien you bodoh.. XD
blackpepper chicken got vege one. XDDDDDDDDDD


oh.so..without car.HOW TO GO HOME?!?!

yes.let me answer your ques ba.muahahahah XDDD

jordon sent me home

thanks jordon~! ^^

i really enjoy sitting in his car

this is what i always dream for la

a bf.who can send me to college every morning

and back home after class. :))

just sit inside the car.feeling comfy and talk to him at the same time.even when its jam.

it will still feel nice XD

ok.this is what i dream la.

but jordon aint my bf!

and i'm single! yes.muahahahahha -.- *siao liao

hahaha.but really thank him for sending me home

suppose to go eat brownies with TING SUE LYN~

but that girl went home early and left me and jordon behind

oh well.there's always next time :)

and now i'm going to end this

with a :D !

muahahahahhaha >

i cant sleep
so..
haha! my birthday wishes~
omg i'm so paiseh now
its ok
i'm just writing this for fun
might delete it later
XDDD

okie
what do i want
i want happiness~
everyday happy
everyone happy
no more bad things happening around the world
i don't want to see videos about how people bully the weak
i DISLIKE !
people out there who bully the weak ones ar
don't let me see you bullying
or you're gonna get from me man
i'm very ganas wan!!

XD ok.
then. i hope everyone will be healthy
especially my close ones
please take care and explore the journey of life together k :)

then.ngek ngek.i want a lomo cam~! or instax cam~! haha
in my dream.ok -___-
then..i wish to have....
a shoe? XD i only have 1 slipper now. TT
then..i wish to have suprises
haha.good ones of course.
then..haha.things girls will like.
clothes .accessories .bags .cute soft toys
i'm not really into soft toys but i dont know why no one ever give me big cute soft toys-_-
haha.everything wrapped with wrapping papers.ribbons.
LOL

all my friends together with me.laugh and crap together!
oh! famous amos cookies! i miss it!!!! XDD
oH! baskin robbins is promoting their ice cream bday cake lately!
any flavour!!! ><~!
but it must be super expensive.-_- nvm

hahahhahah.everything seems to be in my dream.nevermind~happy birthday to me~ XD

blogging~

so....XD

just feel like blogging before i start on my assignments

i spent my midnight last night in the police station

no worries

i didnt get caught cause of drugs or what so ever.XDD

its just a drunk 50 year old man driving and crashed into my mum's car

the impact was so big that my mum crashed into the front car

and so we had to report to the police

no worries again.my mum's fine.

she went to the doc today and no fractured bones

she's ok :) thank god :)

well.i mentioned 'mum's car' right.

well.its.actually my car

thanks to my dad -_-

who spontaneously asked my mum to drive my car down yesterday morning

and now i have no car to college

no idea how long

the guy said 2 week

let's see then

i wasn't able to take a picture of my car

cause it was midnight

and who will take they're dslr to a police station right.

my lao beh phone has no flash

what a night

and today

stupid cg

stupid stupid cg!!!!!

hanged when i clicked the save as button

WHY~~~~~

我接受唔到咯~~!

it's not the first time d

in the end

redo lo

-________________________- *fml?? XDDD

i can actually spend more time with mum as she send me home or to college.not bad right~ ^^

请原谅我
原谅我不成熟

-__-

my eye's damn itchy
damn pain
eye drops doesnt seem to be effective on my eyessss

only mananged to finish 1 assignment today -.-
but i think i can complete most of it tomorrow :)
as long as i focus
and i was thinking
why treat them as assignments
they are something part of my passion right
i should enjoy :D
*don't know whether this thought can tahan until tomorrow or not. XD

and yes
oh gosh.i have no idea why
TT i'm suffering for few days d
oh please. i want to sleep
like a dead pig
throughout the whole night until morning
pleassssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm someone who loves to sleep
i'm already forced to cut down my sleeping beauty time cause of assignments *passion XP
YET STILL GIVE ME INSOMNIA!!!
not exactly insomnia la but i always wake up for no reason.
FOR DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES
not asthma not what.of course i'm glad that its not asthma even when i didnt take the vitamins
SO WHY~
i had enough la.
weekdays macam ni
weekends pun macam ni
i'm going to be siao la

i want to be a pig

and enjoy my night .

sleeping.

feeling nothing.

but only comforts. :)

pretty pleaseeeee......

new~

a new look for my blog~

maybe not that nice but its ok~ i'll redesign it whenever i have the time to

its already friday

its basically another happy week *despite all the fmls .shhh XD

its literally a no life weekend again for this coming weekend.

cause of all the assignments..

let me see : drawing,CG,letterform,figures,LCS,design x___________________x

drawing 3++ hours

letterform 3+hours

figures 5+++ hours

design 5+++ hours

LCS 2+ hours

CG remaining hours

------------------------------------------

= 18 ++++++++++ hours .

just simplify it and make it 25 hours

48(2 days)-25(working hours)-16(sleeping time)-6 hours(makan+rest a while)

= omg 1 hour for ..fb? XD

this calculation just gave me a shock.

at first it was negative when i added leisure time -_-

TT maths just proven to me i'm literally .lifeless... :D

there's so many i need to tell

san~ i need you~

i somehow got myself a conclusion .which is in chinese. :D

'' 有时候,太多的幸福也是一种负担. ''

haha.yes.mien will also say things like that. XDD

zoi gian

* this is hakka

**mien's speaking hakka~ =D

犯贱

我觉得自己很犯贱

my bad day...

today's seriously my freaking bad day la

feel like posting it in the fmylife.com XD

its like this :

i had a seriously lifeless weekend.

rushing assignments.have to set my own alarm to wake myself up earlier to do assignments

and so.i''ve finished 90% of my assignments which are due on this week d

sounds not bad right~

yea.that's what i thought :

'' can sleep earlier everday d~ yea~ ^^ ''

spoke too soon la me

last night.

the starting of my bad day

slept around 12 plus.

ok la.quite early

i didnt drink coffee.

well.only a few sips.and yet a very diluted black coffee.early in the morning

no tea juga. instead i had hot chocolate before i sleep

so why exactly i had insomnia!!!!

nothing's bothering me.seriously.

in the end.AT LAST.i slept around.6 a.m plus.after struggling for a long period

2 hours later...

have to wake up for college

-_-

fml point 1 XDD

my eyes were red .can barely open my eyes la!!!

then as usual drove to college blabla reach pyramid parking

and then! WHERE'S MY PURSE!!

nevermind.just take the ticket.

went to print my essay first before class.

as usual the blur me.

forgot about the purse part.

so when about to pay that time

oh shit.no money!

-__-

so maybe this is

fml point 2

but luckily there's a friend beside.haha .pheww

went to class.chit chat.

omg! my letterform movie title assignment!!!

left it at home

-___-

fml point 3

right after class.have to go home right.so went to parking there.

it was about to rain already.

thinking to myself.luckily i'm fast enough.

then.oh shit

i have no money to pay for the parking

-..- have to walk back to class to borrow lo

already drizzling...quite heavily

i was already sneezing the whole morning in class and now this

-____-

fml point 4

nevermind.

reached home

took my assignments.and was thinking.

why not a last touch up on my letterform project.

okie~

after touching it up.neat. :) on my face

then i finished off my mee goreng mee sedap

*extra egg.XDD

thinking :'' haha.today's not THAT BAD ~ ''

then ciao back to college. and~! my purse was in my car all the time -..-

my kakak already told me this morning that it was in lyn's bag! it slipped in!!!

i thought she told me something else -..-

ok .nevermind~

reach college.went to myone studio to print my project

OH SHIT

my pendrive's still at home connecting to my laptop

bagus!!!

a project which i already finished LAST WEEK

and i can't pass up on time.

bagus sangat

fml point 5

-_______-

reached class.sigh.

thinking :

aiyo.ok la.its over

then i realised.my movie title original picture

in my pendrive too

itu assignment juga siap-ed during weekend ....

x____x

fml point 6

i'm still not that sad

until Gabriel said to me

'is this excuse acceptable?' and bla some stuffs.

i'm so sad.so moody

i know it's my fault.but it's not that i want right

and i finished everything earlier than everyone else

why's all these happening to me....

damn moody.makes me sound like i'm someone with no discipline

and like to make excuses

:(

but well.cant blame him right.

if i stand in his position.

i might think the same way too

and then today

we got back our previous assignments

sigh

inferior again

why can't i be better?

i don't get it

but i'm somehow numb.

about feeling this way

i'm used to it already

it's like.

''you ain't good la kok wei mien

just accept the fact and live you life

you cant be better wan la

forget about it la''

this statement

it's like.already implanted in me

so.ya la.nevermind la

BUT

i can only say

today's my bad day ok

that's all

for sure there's ups and downs

so this will be my down

and starting from tomorrow

will all be UPS~

haha

-.-

*oh yea.despite all the fmylife points

well.i don't really feel fml la

hahahahahahahaha

-_-