spontaneous

there's so many things i would like to share since Saturday

but i'm feeling so tired and sluggish all the time

i need a break dude.

my sem break's like even worse than my third sem

i haven't even get to sleep as much as i want to :/

i just want to stay home...

'LOL' 'FYI' 'OMG' and '<3' are in Oxford Dictionary

haha it's going to be fun seeing these in school essays :D

Ching Ming festival's around the corner

already went to 'visit' my late grandfather last Sunday

it was.i know it might be weird and disrespect to say this but hey

it was fun

seriously.when we reached there.the sun's still too shy to show his face

everyone was worshipping the God in the temple.

the temple's super crowded!!

it was dark outside.

we were jammed inside

and everyone's holding joss sticks squeezing their way through to pray

i was really afraid to get burnt by those lighted joss sticks

i saw youngsters like me too asking they're parents 'so.where's next ?'

haha it's pretty much interesting

oh and did i mention that we woke up 4++ a.m.

just to avoid the jam.and yes luckily we did :D

then the view .since my grandfather's grave is at the peak of the hill

it's pretty up there.it was like an aerial view of.. ..well... ..gravestones.. ._.

ah forgot about that. :P

the sunrise.hahaha

it's nice to watch the yellow light of dawn.

the sky was pretty with huge lumps of clouds :D

i started my day with the song 'Valentine' by Kina Grannis

i love that song <3

people are so spontaneous nowadays LOL

morning call-'hey-let's-go-out'-bathe-'bye grandma'-starts my car-out for my entire day

today and yesterday

i planned to sleep...

i don't care. i'm leaving my phone in silent mode later

so don't even attempt to reach me peeps! muaha.ha :P

by the way.watched Battle LA and Rango

Battle LA : DOPE .definitely a must-watch movie.it's freaking awesome

luckily i insisted to watch :)

as for Rango.maybe i'm too old for those kind of stories :P i don't know

talking about Rango

there were a few whites.who were really annoying

what are they trying to do ?

kicking manj's and lyn's seats which are infront of them real hard throughout the whole movie?

even after several times of telling them " CAN YOU STOP KICKING THE SEATS?'

like.what are you trying to do i really don't get it

you think you can just get away because you're cute with your lustrous brunette hair??

well yea you did just ran away from us but still!

it's not right! :P

maybe it's because we're Asians but hey ! that's RACIST! haha

nah.i don't think so .they're most probably just immature.who cares

it was pretty hard for manj and lyn to hold a grudge against them man

hahahaha

i should sleep now .it will be a long one :D

toodle-oo !

wow

can't believe i've finished my sem.wow

i'm .actually free from assignments! O_O

there's no need to plan when to do what to do how to do the assignments

can't believe it.it ended just.like that :D!

had 'The Powerpuff Girls' quality time today. <3>

reminded us of our first sem. how we used to shop and have lunch every single day after class

and take pictures.train our face muscles by doing ugly expressions

those were the days. :D

watched 2 movies straight in a roll - sucker punch and men..something hahahaha

sucker punch.i didn't like it.

doesn't make sense and i don't know .it's a mind.F movie

too tired to think about it

the other movie.was supposed to be a comedy.but.not really funny to me

i hardly smile.how rare's that -_-

too tired to elaborate on anything now

i'm fatigued

i've been looking frail.especially with that red eye of mine .

it must have felt affection for me.

it was stuck with me since wed night.

the thing is.its not pain nor itchy nor irritating

it's making me look scary.and fatigue -__-

a bit like black swan O_O the eye i mean

hahaha what's more is that i got these scratches from no where on my hands

and i peeled my skin near my nail today and led to bleeding

hahaha i'm transforming~ -..-

oh i even trembled while talking to my mum just now

i'm getting so lao beh already :/

another .8.. to 5 tomorrow.

it's not exacty like i dread to go .

cause the students. have to make sure they can really learn something

but still..it's Saturday...

i think it's just the waking up AT 7a.m. ON SATURDAY part . :P

* :P the song Friday suddenly popped in my mind hahaha

ahh! totally exhausted!

toodle-oo! ><

anhyeong

good morning~

it's 7.18a.m. and the only reason that i'm awake at this time

is because i didn't sleep at all.again

my typical thursday night :P

BUT this will be my LAST!

after i hand in my finals later. BYE BYE tons of assignments and sleepless night!!

and a BIG HELO to my SEMBREAK!

my bed misses me i know.mama will come to you and embrace you tonight :D no worries

haha forgive me.to avoid gastric evil attacks like that past few weeks. i had zero coffee nor tea

instead i have oat -__- but it did keep my stomach peace and quiet :D

when i was doing my final .i saw this video posted by a friend of mine

i clicked play . tears brimmed in my eyes . burst into tears . broke down in tears

everything happened JUST SO QUICKLY -__-

i knew it's a sad song cause the title's a Japanese drama title.

i watched that drama when i was young .yeap it's an old drama

but the point is .the story is still vivid .for someone as forgetful as me. it's really rare :P

and why ?

cause that's the drama that made me weep throughout the whole drama

like literally.EVERY SINGLE EPISODE

i can't remember whether i watched the beginning of it

but the story is very touching

real-life story.motivating i guess? i was too busy shedding tears -.-

even so i really do admire the girl.

she showed her true mettle and optimism after knowing herself having that illness

she was only 16 if. i'm not wrong

or even younger. i'm deeply impressed by her.she fought her illness with great courage

even in the end she died but it's her mighty attitude that brought her into the media's spotlight and eventually led to the production of this . inspiring .drama.

letting the whole world know.that EVEN A LITTLE GIRL CAN DO THAT! so WHY CAN'T WE >/

and not to mention a drama that never fails to compel people to cry :P

i'm pretty sure its not just me :D right ? yea just say yea hahaha

by the way.this drama is known as

- 'A liter of Tears'

i bet most of you heard of it .

WHAT AN APT TITLE ! i know right!

i might sound weird cause i'm typing intuitively .

my brain's aren't functioning.it's saving energy for later. for mr.lec

i bet mr.lec has something to correct

he ALWAYS has things to correct but he never tells you how to~

interesting right .. that's how we learn -___-

got to go.prepare for my last.dreadful.class

did i say dreadful? naw.i meant beautiful :P

toodle-oo!

more

:)

another family member . she's drooling XD * eyes.on.the.cake O_O

greedy girl -___-

* devouring

toodle-oo~

whatcanisay?

malaysian cops.they just suck don't they?

well maybe only minority(perhaps majority -_-) of them

but till now.i don't see any who worth my respect

they're tarnishing their reputation day by day

i know there's good ones but.sorry.you're all covered up by bribery and power abuse

pfft ! enough of them~ today's a happy day hahaha

why is it a happy day? well everyday should be one

come on and smile peeps~! hehe

ok.another song of the day .hehe my day :P

-By My Side by David Choi

i know its not new but hey i just heard it yesterday and it got me in love hahahaha

then my brother told me

'just because he's a Korean descent doesn't mean you have to fall in love with his song '

haha that's after he suffered from my horrible singing throughout the dinner

BUT i was suprised that he's a korean

my brother gave me his eyes-in-a-straight-line look and murmured : 'Choi'

then.it clicked. reminded me of CHOI siwon haha

ok back to the song .it's really sweet and i love the melody :D

here's some pictures from yesterday :D

it was my daddy's birthday :D

hehe she planned the suprise . she's quite perky for her age :D

like father like son~

hehe.i adores him !

cause he's my MIGHTY DAD~ hahaha love this photo

awesome~

hahaha i feel great! :P

love this imac.

amazed by this 27'' screen.

sheer awesomeness haha

can't wait to move in and design my own room

a little designer's space :D

oh and i strongly recommend this song by Chris Medina

-What Are Words

lyrics, melody and music video

dope.hahaha

how much i wish i can meet a guy that would treat me the same

as the lyrics and the story behind it

how mighty can love be man <3

*exhales.

'DREAM ON GIRL' haha :P

toodle-oo! :D

2012?

will the world ends at 2012?
to me.it was nonsense -.-
but after tsunami struck Japan.
so many possibilities saying that it might stike Sabah . a non seismic area
like wow? malaysia encounters tsunami?
so is it true about 2012?
unbelievable.

factories ablaze.earthquakes.rubbles everywhere.wrecked homes.raging torrent carrying cars
arent's these the scenes you see in movies about the end of the world
i can't imagine myself to see these live
i can't imagine everything's ending so soon
how is it like?


we have so much to live for!
we have tons of dreams that yet to be reach
so many things that we have not done
i haven't even finish my diploma ! well i'll graduate next year but still! my degree?
and there are so much babies out there who haven't learn how to walk -.-
and somemore people like me.who havent met their true love!aiyo.whatever la
i'm lucky to have some truly intimate but helo~ we have SO MUCH MORE to do.
all of us have a LOOOoooOOOOOOng way to go
and 2012 is.just stupid.
malaysia haven't even reach the so call 'wawasan 2020'
not that i care but -.-

i want to have fun.still young
haven't repay my parents
and my dream to be a designer .own a colourful life
travel around and snaps fantastic photos
captures wonderful moments of life
live my life to the fullest
be a silly happy girl.laugh till my stomach cramps
joke around and listens to joy
help people.try my best to make everyone feels rejoiced
go through all the changes from a toddler to an old folk
feel how is it like to be at all different stage of life

what's happening to Earth??
sorry for what we did/do
forgive us please.
we are too cute to be destroyed.right?

OoO

it was awesome.:D
love the dancing.
even without alcohol
you still can get all high cause of the music . yea ~

can't wait for the next time.
i guess i'm released from all of those
after spending some 'fantabulous' quality time with them
you know who you are
and i think all the crazy dancing loosen up my tension :D
and after that.i understand why people can do it all night
cause i think i can too!

i just want to say.
how glad i am.to have you peeps
life without you all will be.so.dull
hahah like seriously.
*goosebumps ><

mee

am like this

used to be this

oh my i'm so weak lately

i need to grow stronger!

been shedding tears easily.

super easily..

pent-up guilts

something that's been bothering me much lately
something that i haven't been telling anyone.not a single one
cause of an incident.i decided to unleash everything
guilty .it's what i feel
seeking for forgiveness but how.i dont know

what are the things i did?
i don't know how to describe.but nothing illegal for sure
there were moments where i acted like a badass:cocky.irresponsible.thoughtless
maybe no one realised or even remember but still .i'm sorry for that
all these .are killing me.torturing me

i can/should never indulge myself acting in such way

it hurts when you have no one to talk to .when you're in such agony of remorse
really hurts. especially when you know you used to have one.that will always be there for you
used to-past tense
am i destined to be alone?

someone told me that one thinks i'm a happy-go-lucky kind of person today
i was.but things slightly changed.why ? i would like to know too
i find i keep things to myself more.
wouldn't want people to worry right.since everyone thinks happy is my thing
feeling's contagious.i don't want to spread my emos and cover people's laughters
i wish i could spread happiness even when i'm shedding tears
and yes. i'm doing that.

lastly :
'sorry'. for all

wth?

what the hell with the assholes nowadays?
that have no idea how precious a life is?
dogs have no life?
cats have no life??
no papa mama???
ASSHOLES MADE FKER OUTSIDE.
ASS OFF LA!
made me shed my tears cause of your shit acts
i pity you guys .you know why .cause you guys have NO LIFE
no i shouldn't. i pity your parents for giving birth to you shits that do not deserve it
you guys feel pleasure torturing and killing?
you get satisfaction from abusing little frail animals just because you think their vulnerable?
POOR THING!

i'm wasting my time
wasting my energy scolding those
coldbloodedlifelessassshitsmothefkerzeroconsciencebloodyhellbadass